so there's that.

aching
aching
the earth is quaking tonight
with labor pains
and my heart is slowly
turning away

she's upset with me
for the rollercoaster
i've stuck her on
i'm feeling foolish
and tired-
aching
aching

ending and beginnings
have blurred together
so painfully
maybe i've stretched myself to thin
maybe i've loved too soon again
always a mess, this
part of my life
and maybe it's just tonight
but my heart is seeping
shaking
steeping
waiting
quietly raging
crying and
breaking

with this
aching
aching.